I started to question my worth to the people I loved and from that, I weighed up the point of my being alive. Would it be better to jump to put an end to the suffering?

At my lowest point, a day in my life consisted only of arranging cocaine, snorting cocaine, and when it ran out, feeling so worthless that I wanted to die.

I realised, age 42, having to keep one's self awake so not to choke with sleep apnea wasn’t for me.

What I did not know was that I had/have a sensitivity to substances. It was this lack of information about my condition that led me to the 12-step communities, and for that I am grateful.

She looked so happy. I just told myself if I do everything she does I should get clean, so every suggestion made I did without fail.

Recoverlution to me, is a chance to make a difference.

At 20 years of age, it was never part of my life plan to end up at rock bottom, emotionally and financially stuck in the world of active addiction. 

For all these reasons and many more, Recoverlution will make such a constructive difference to not only those in or recovering from addiction, but also those surrounded by it.

When software saves lives, it becomes more than just 0s and 1s.

When I get up in the morning and say to myself I'm not going to have a drink, drug, or gamble today, it's doable.

I had two options, live or die.

This is a unique and special platform which I am very proud to be a part of as we help others on their healing journey through recovery.  

My purpose is simple, to ‘give back’, as I believe that this is how we create a life, by what we can give so my work here at Recoverlution is my gift to you.

“I think I was born depressed.” I remember saying that to a therapist of mine in my early twenties.